Monday, May 16, 2011

Miscellany Monday

Miscellany Monday @ lowercase letters

one. I made a very last minute decision this morning. I dropped my summer school class! I decided that I can always take two classes next summer and that I deserve to have my entire summer break. I have been encountering so much stress lately so I felt it would just be best to not push myself into something I didn't have to do.

two. Please pray for my family and I. I feel like my family is falling apart...I have been nothing but completely responsible and respectable but my parents have been questioning me constantly. I don't know what I did to make them lose trust in me (I truly don't) but I feel like I don't deserve to be treated the way they are treating me. It makes me feel like all my hard work with school, working three jobs, and helping around the house are just going unnoticed. I work hard so that I can prove myself as a valued member of my family and my boyfriend works just as hard to do so; he has always been very close with my family. So why all of the sudden are he and I being treated like we can't be trusted?? It is leaving me feeling  confused and really hurt.

three. Yesterday I had a lovely day at my boyfriend's house. We gardened in the morning. All of our plants are fruiting! We have watermelons, tomatoes, cucumbers, tomatillos, eggplants, cannelope, okra...etc. It is so exciting to see results after putting so much hard work into it. Yesterday we also went to Ruby Tuesday with Rusty's family for lunch. The food was so delicious! Don't know why I had never been there before.

four. With all of this time I am going to have on my hands, today is going to be dedicated to cleaning, cleaning, cleaning. I am going to clean out the inside of car and my bedroom today. I love feeling productive :)

I apologize for the mixed emotions in this post but that's how I feel! I am so happy when I am with my boyfriend's family but I feel like being with my family is the complete opposite. I am just hoping and praying that all of this passes because I am determined to have a good summer.

Happy Monday friends!


  1. I'm sorry to hear about the parents. I know this feeling well.

  2. First of all, good for you for recognizing that you need a break and dropping your class. You have to recharge in order to be successful.

    I will definitely be praying for you and your family situation. I know how hard you work and how responsible you are, so I'm sure it's really frustrating to feel like it's not being noticed. Maybe you can have a heart to heart with your parents to get to the root of the issue.


  3. You really deserve a real summer, without any classes! I think you make a good decision!
    About your parents, you should have a talk with them to know what's really going on, maybe it's nothing!

    I'm so jealous of your little garden!!!

    Have a great day and take care of yourself!


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